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i hear you all! hee... its been such a long longer longest time since i've blogged. 2 days to a month. wa, no wonder i hear people protesting and petitioning to remove me from blogspot.com.

so many things happened within this last month - from unhappy at work to happy, from...from...from... erm, basically that's it. keke... well, that's a lot ok, considering i don't think its that easy to be happy at work. not that i'm extremely extremely extremely pleased with my work now but it has improved leaps and bounds.

i'm met up with a couple of friends for dinner but other than that its really all work, work and more work. like i'm going to consectively work from this coming wednesday to next saturday. i'm so not looking forward to it. *sighs* but what to do! got to earn a living to pay my bills. how sad that my pay just come in not too long ago and its like depleted to 10% left without saving any of it and bills not fully paid. its true and that's how pathetic a 25 year old me is. *wails*

i'm a spendthrift. natural born spendthrift. i earned $1 to spend $2. bad bad bad...

well, anyways, i'm off today and tomorrow but i'm sick. having this bad sore throat and runny nose with that slight tinge of fever. so sians can! finally can rest only to fall sick. but i insisted on going out and not cooped at home being a glorious OFF day. so off i went for lunch with dar and regan (dar took leave too and the reason why the both of us is on leave is because its regan's childcare centre's designed school closure days - they can choose to close 5 days a year in view that the school operates from 7am to 7pm but i must mentioned of course the teachers still work 8 hours a day in case you think they are so hardworking, they have a 'shifts' one lor) and then to ikea, the second time in 2 days and third time in 1 week. haha... i went ikea last sunday, yesterday and today. *gulp*

again a case of too long no blog, too many things to say. *bleahz* so lets continue, i went ikea to buy some boxes la and this and that. threw out lots of things at home and now my house looks empty. i'm getting ready for chinese new year la. then lesser things to packed mah! another or rather the main reason is we got a XBOX! you sure say "chey, xbox 360 coming out liao now then you buy xbox" but nevermind. haha... we just signed up for max online since our singnet contract has ended and got a free xbox. so saturday went to collect it.

as with every new item, dar will clean the house up. its his weird habit. like when he buy a new printer, he will spring clean the house also. haha... and we moved our sofa from the living room into the study room because we put the xbox in the study room. so now we are looking for a new sofa but too broke so its on the 'need to buy but can wait a while' list. saw one we liked already in courts and its on sale. a very good buy just that we haven't yet act on it in view i've spend more than a thousand within these 3 days paying bills. =P

phew, enough of all the daily nitty gritty stuffs. christmas is just round the corner and i'm so excited. like daphne, i've a short memory and was re-reading my december 2004 posts which reminds me of lots of things. i love the beauty of blogging where its like a diary. if only i can export all this and store it somewhere in case blogger server crash and nothing is retrievable after that. but don't think they support that feature.

i really have a very bad memory nowadays. like yesterday so funny. we were going to my mom's house for dinner as usual but was there earlier as i wanted to go bukit panjang plaza to buy some ingredients to cook spaghetti. so as i was getting off the car, dar asked me to open the metal gate so he can reverse park a bit inside my mom's house as he wanted to wash the car.

i happily say "ok!" and got off the car. when i walked in the house, i literally forgotten all about him! i went to the kitchen to chat with my mom about my buys at ikea and was showing off this new spaghetti server scoop that i bought. i'm simply so excited about that lor. haha... then i went upstairs to drag ah di and cal to go bukit panjang plaza with me and even had a debate with silly ah di whom was being incoherent when i asked if he wanted to do, he said "wo bu yao qu" and i went "so you not going?" but he was walking up and stripping off his t-shirt which signifies he is changing and most probably wants to go with me. so i asked again "ni yao bu yao qu?" then he replied "you going right? i want to go" and for some reason i still hear as "i'm not going" but i feel confused by him changing. hell, to cut a long story short, i don't know what's wrong with me. i think my body is falling apart. ALL THIS WHILE, dar was waiting out for me to open the metal gate which i really forgot until the house phone rang and i went down to pick up the phone and dar had drove the car so that his car window is parellel to the house door and he yelled "OI!" and i suddenly remember.

i'm so kuku can! because after i get off, he already move the car in the reverse position so he can directly reverse in when i open the metal gate but he wait and wait the gate never opened. end up, he had to shift the car again so that the car window is parallel to the door and he can see me or any one of us to "OI!" to open the metal gate.

my body is really falling apart lor. no joke. my finger nails all are breaking, out of 10, 4 fingers nails are super short because it broke. my ears are hurting as i didn't wear my earings and some of the holes are closed so when i tried to wear and poke through, it bled. my vision is constantly blur as my lenses are not prescribe fully due to the 'shan guang'. high 'shan guang' lenses cost a bomb and its not disposable. its so troublesome to maintain non-disposable lenses lor. my sore throat is killing me. my nose is dripping. my skin, especially those on my soles and hands, are so dry. my memory is dying. ai yo, I'M GROWING OLD!

as evidenced by my non-stop nagging blogging style lor, hais...